Charles Bukowski

we are always asked
to understand the other person's
viewpoint
no matter how
out-dated
foolish or
obnoxious.

one is asked
to view
their total error
their life-waste
with
kindliness,
especially if they are
aged.

but age is the total of
our doing.
they have aged
badly
because they have
lived
out of focus,
they have refused to
see.

not their fault?

whose fault?
mine?

I am asked to hide
my viewpoint
from them
for fear of their
fear.

age is no crime

but the shame
of a deliberately
wasted
life

among so many
deliberately
wasted
lives

is.

Charles Bukowski

the blue square and the orang chair

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=99639895

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLRTleMY_mc

old finger painting, for a new day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TR3tACZb418&feature=related

this is odd

I've been brought up

to be shot down

i've been homeless and nowhere bound

been starved n lost only to be found

and all along nothing i could do

all along there was nothing i knew

been brought up

with nothing at all

i sure found something

in this world so small

i been tired

been abused

lit on fire like a broken fuse

been lonely been alone

in constant search of a comfy home

been broken been fixed

washed away my feelings ditched

and all along this bumpy road

i wanted nothing but a lifted load

and with nothing else for me to loose

i lost my footsteps in my empty shoes

....TIM FRAGER?

http://volcom.com/art/VolcomArt/detail.asp?id=63

look at me oh look at me

http://lesmokingimage.blogspot.com/

song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVstHPhaJ6M

naked if i want to

http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/

song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfGw1tOd1FI

back roads

and once more i lay with you,

to feel your heart beat

in between mine

the calming feeling of another,

as close as close can be,

how the moment held me in contentness

only to last another moment

i took this photo of a little disposable camera we had on our walk, turned out nice for a point n shoot.

bob n joan

nothing to do in the late hours of the eve = bob n joan.

A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and gets to bed at night, and in between he does what he wants to do.

All I can do is be me, whoever that is.

All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie.

Being noticed can be a burden. Jesus got himself crucified because he got himself noticed. So I disappear a lot.

If I wasn't Bob Dylan, I'd probably think that Bob Dylan has a lot of answers myself.

Money doesn't talk, it swears.

I'll let you be in my dreams if I can be in yours.

-Robert Allen Zimmerman

some photos

halloween. watercolorpaintings. birthday wishes. meshoes. growfood. vixen. ioweu.ninja turtle juice

this is a patchy one.

with enough hope im not to walk away,

with just enough love to have me stay

and now as you are here
the love the feeling to have you near
with a simple glance of your empty face
only to set my heart to that lovely pace
and i love the every way you are
above the clouds we can sit so far,
so stay will you, can you hear me call
always forever for love ill fall
i want to say but i think you know
i love it when you sit so close
and feel so good i think i do
loving each moment along side you
up so high n far away
i don't think ill forget that moment less day
and when i feel the lonely breeze
one more beat n im weak in the knees
so now i sit so close i can feel you breathe
next to you the best place to be
so sit with you i think i will
stay till the wind becomes cold and still
but so far away we've lost the sound
of this nowhere world we can be found

my toes are cold

i think i'm lost, but yet so found
i'm glad i've got a friend around
to sit right here and drift to a slumber
but still there is one thing i do wonder
will you stay another while
watch every moment break to a smile
or will you turn and walk away
like you did that lonesome day
taking my heart once again
along with all my love to lend
and go going gone it was
away it went all my love
and back again it seems to be
once again i feel so free
so maybe this time you'll stay
watch the night turn to day
i will never let you down
as long as the love is still around
i will be forever true
give all the love i have for you
give away with a smile
and hope this time it'll last a while



blah blah blah...

my friends brains

my friend brooke doesn't do much paintin but some how came up with these two creepyly epic works of art. i like them very much.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=57914152125&comments

here is an informational video my friends made at ucsc.

everyone is outside right now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNb9FLrTc2c

viva la france

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaUI6Tvd1sA

got my friend to translate one line it was some thing like... he lovesme but im a step ahead.

pretty cool girl

dig dig dig

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUYdLQfG0yQ

good tunes.

ain't no lover like the one i got...

a morning ramble

and long ago with nothing at all

unable to feel i became quite small

and as this world brought me down

i just kept looking all around

with nothing left for me to find

i've picked up all you've left behind

now just as i thought i would

the emptiness came with abit of good

as freedom swept on though

all the days i had i loved you

they all seemed so wrong

i thought you loved me all along

but away you went

you took all the love i had lent

with nothing else for me to give

i gave you my heart that let me live

and took it you did with open hands

but still i don't sit where you stand

if only one more day you were near

i could give you my ship, let you steer

then as far away as we can go

and only then i would let you know

all i really want to do

is tell you how much i do love you

ill leave the love in my heart

and with the depth of your stare

your still as the ocean with not a care

and in the simplest ways

i would like to spend my days

to float in the sea

nothing there but you and me

as i think of these days

im reminded of your loving gaze

and if only i could

be with you i would

so lets get on our way

n float around till we forget the day

sacred music

we went on down to the sacred place

it brought some joy to my sorrowed face

i thought of all the things i see

made me wish you were here with me

such a pleasant silent night

if only you here would make it right

but gone you are so far away

i think i'll have to wait just one more day

don't keep me waiting for to long

cuz just like you i may be gone

fabulously confused

this is a painting of mine from a bit ago.just found this photo i like it for some reason.

here be a song to go with it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCROwO6HLPg

me music

I've been recording some little songs with my good friend Rogan. Its been lots of fun he got all the fancy tools and is very musically inclined. to hear the music go to myspace.com/searchingforboredom more to come soon.

oh yeah...here's a photo of my feet from my last sailing adventure. i like this one.

a few good tunes

here a picture of a mail box


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hin6C6NjDQ4 --This is a local brother, sister band called water color paintings a good friend of mine showed them to me, I really seem to enjoy them. Its good simple silly music. just as music should be.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJeg06O-Fog --This is one of my current favorites by the black keys, they are amazing. They have a bit of a blues feel to them. Never heard two people work together so well.
dig dig dig.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RDM2AjCBLM --Last but not least The tallest man on earth. A friend from work showed me this. Hes got such a unique interesting voice, great on the guitar. I love the way he sings in this one. Pristine.

Art Show

My good friend Tommy Alexander, a very talented oil painter put together a nice little art show a few weeks back. This is a close up I took of Miss. Catharine Clark playing some entertaining music for everyone there to enjoy. Twas a good night. To view his paintings go to: http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=253520&id=760298781

bike me ride

someone slashed the tires on my old hybrid bike. Finally motivating me to get this nifty little bike, its a speedy one. blue grips were a little flashy for me so I ordered some organic, biodegradable ones pretty neat. Heres the website: http://www.greengrips.org/

watering hole

finger paint

Me sister took this picture of me after i finished finger painting. My fingers get quite messy.

power flower

took this photo of a nifty little flower down the street from me friends house.

i like blue skies.

ello sister

This is a photo i took of my sister. my sister i love.

hang me up to dry

hang me up to dry

before you say your good bye

please hang me up to dry

leave me at rest to hang from a pin

my freedom to blow in the summer wind

once again as time begins

I am free but stuck by this simple pin

It holds me close, it holds near

but still things aren't so clear

I keep on waiting for you to appear

because you're the one that helps me see

you're the one that sets me free

you're the one to make me..me.

numero uno

go to work, send your kids to school. fallow fashion . act normal, walk on the pavement. watch T.v. save for old age, obey the law.

repeat after me:

i am free

this picture calls to me.